You’re supposed to feel good

Since a long time now, I’ve lived by the phrase: ‘It’s okay not to be okay.’ And while that’s helped me in the past, I realise now I’ve been using it as an excuse. I’ve been clinging to my trauma like a crutch cause I’m too scared to let it go. It’s like I got soContinue reading “You’re supposed to feel good”

Your future is beautiful, but so is your present

Have you ever just looked at your life right now and then compared it to your future life? Like you have such a clear vision and desire for your dreams, and then reality comes and whoops your ass and you’re like well. Damn. I’m actually here. And you want so bad to be there, inContinue reading “Your future is beautiful, but so is your present”

Slow Down

There’s something about living a fast paced life that’s exciting. I went to a party on Friday where I danced hardcore for 4 hours, and I had a lot of fun. But now, I realise I was just trying to forget about life. I do it a lot, actually. I drift from one activity toContinue reading “Slow Down”

Choose love over fear

Sometimes I feel like I’m addicted to darkness. Like when I’m on the verge of change, and I have a choice between feeling shitty and anxious, or taking a deep breath to feel better, I choose the first option. And it makes no sense to me! Like it’s literally the stupidest thing if you thinkContinue reading “Choose love over fear”

Lost at sea

In a shipwreck on a stormy sea A girl was lost to the tormented waves that glittered in the moonlight  – And there she spun,  around and around in a tidal of confusion In swirls of merciless agony – And as the sky shifted to dawn And the sun melted into the water, It smoothenedContinue reading “Lost at sea”

I wonder what it means to be alive

Sometimes I wonder what it means to live life. Because for so long I have spent my days moving from one task to the next without a pause. I have struggled to get through the day, and go to bed early so I can miss several precious hours because it is too difficult for meContinue reading “I wonder what it means to be alive”

Who do you need to forgive?

Think about it. Are you the kind of person who holds grudges? Or even if you are not, take a look at your life right now. Sometimes, the reasons we can’t move on are because we have to forgive a person, a situation, or ourselves. If you want to move on from something, if youContinue reading “Who do you need to forgive?”

It’s okay to let your guard down

Its okay to give up the fight. Put your sword down, let your barriers break, open up your mind and your heart. It is safe to soften, to open. You don’t have to constantly fight with yourself, or live with inner turmoil simply because you are too afraid of what it would mean to be open.Continue reading “It’s okay to let your guard down”

You don’t have to be a martyr

You know whats really weird? The way I feel like I cant stop helping people, to the point where it becomes self sabotage. Because I base my worth off of helping people – its like why the f am I here if I’m not serving some kind of purpose? So to me its just normalContinue reading “You don’t have to be a martyr”

Releasing AnXietY

Okay I hope the title of this didn’t give you anxiety. A lot of times anxiety stems from irrational thoughts, which tend to be disturbing. And you don’t wanna deal with that so then you avoid it by distracting yourself with other stuff, right? But by avoiding it you’re kinda just telling your brain ‘heyContinue reading “Releasing AnXietY”