Let it go

Sometimes I drown

in my own pity

for no reason whatsoever

other than I feel lonely

And I want to move on

I want to feel good

but something always stops me

because it’s afraid of what could

be

If things were to get better

If I came out of this night

I’m scared that I wouldn’t be able to face

the light

It makes little sense

but most things never do

like why my thoughts go round in circles

circles that always lead back to you

But I have to train myself

to see what I have

because if I’m surrounded by love

then why should I feel bad?

And I wish

that my mind

would just

let it

go

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